Wednesday, November 22, 2006 :]
rawrrr
band was
exhausting. i think our stamina is not back yet. long time no fullday practs. aft lunch, my hands were alr dying esp the left index finger and palm joint area. got
bloodclot there from holding the flute, i couldnt feel my hand ): halfway i started to play nonsense cos no strength to hold la. tsk
WHY.why rosa. why do we have to play rosa for japan? i officially announce it to be my ENEMY and MOST UNWANTED song in my life FOREVER.
seriously, i dont know how to put feeling into the damnit solo when i'm alr scared to death when the word rosa is mentioned. how am i gonna survive for the concert ):
SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO PUT FEELING OR STUFF FEELING INTO ME before i die when she finds out i suck ):
and from now, i'm like so freaking scared of combine. i am the only one playing first for the parts. all thanks to BALANCE. bah
fifteen days to japan. i wonder if i should be scared or excited now.
i'm tired ):
oh and chong cheong mel and dou spent millions of hours trying to come out for new designs for the shirt and she has to reject it. now using the original stickmen combine. seriously. i'm so angry la. i really loved the filmstrip and
"who said guys are better than girls, hur?" WHYYY.
we're getting a black shirt with the obiang tkgs symphonic band logo again. BAHH
should i cut my hair. my mum claims that i shouldnt cos i need hair warmth in japan. seriously does it really make a diff! i cant stand the back of my hair la! tsk
SOMEONE SAVE MY HAND ):
8:38 PM
Y